tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14193260465749361112012-02-06T15:44:34.941-08:00Just my personal story... mostly medical to keep family and friends updated on my condition. I will be having a liver transplant due to liver failure caused by being born with a virus called Hepatitis C. Now that I have found out that my only son carries the disease as well, it means there is some HepC butt kickin' coming up! In honor of my liver, whom I have named Larry, we are trying to stop organ donation shortages and we are banning together to keep livers everywhere healthy. hehehee**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.comBlogger1541100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-47071548691522867842012-01-20T15:51:00.000-08:002012-01-20T15:54:34.544-08:00

Hello, Hello!! I hope this new year is treating you well so far. Besides a case of strep throat that lingered in our house (River's first time on antibiotics) there have been no health issues at all! Amazing! Today is actually my 6 month, 2nd liver-versary. Whoo hoo! I can  now officially garden again (with gloves and a face mask... but still) Rejection episodes usually drop after 6 months too.

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WOW! Happy New Year everyone!! 2011 was a tough year, but we finally made it through, and with some great memories too. It was a big year for River! He turned 5 years old, lost his first 2 teeth, started kindergarten, and discovered Youtube.   In April, we did our second annual Donate Life walk (Yaeh, go Team Larry) Did you know that 1 life can save 8 others and help hundreds more? You

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-10926580200827401932011-12-06T17:40:00.000-08:002011-12-06T17:40:23.519-08:00

Just a  little holiday update. Just 3 more days and my last and final tube will be coming out! 2 years -- nay... OVER 2 years of bags and tubes... it was just months ago that I referred to myself as "the bag lady". Literally hours daily (still) spent daily cleaning and or venting and unclogging tubes no more! Hundreds of washcloths saved from feeding and liquid medicine spills, hundreds of

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-13755337846382821132011-12-02T01:58:00.000-08:002011-12-02T01:58:36.755-08:00

How do you accidentally pull out 6" of tubing? Tehehe, so I still have yet to call the doctor, but I am thinking for sure tomorrow... really this time. I'm just not sure how I am going to explain that I "accidentally" pulled out my darn J-tube. And then tell him, "By the way, I want the G-tube out too!" I don't have a clinic appointment until December 9th, but I am going to have to suck it up

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-8069792429877237322011-11-30T10:21:00.000-08:002011-11-30T10:21:12.646-08:00

Whoa! Another holiday just zoomed on by. We were able to make it up north to visit the families! Things are still wearing me out pretty quickly, food and I are still in a bit of a love/hate relationship, and don't even get me started on my tubes... BUT, besides all of that, I am doing a lot better (whoo hoo, ya, read that again - that there's some good news finally!!) After my last post, I had

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-84210034605306207742011-11-03T22:57:00.000-07:002011-11-03T22:59:27.962-07:00

River and Noah (AKA Jason) Hey everyone!! I hope you all had a safe and fun Halloween. I am happy to report that it is the first holiday or event in a loooooong time that I was OUT of the hospital, but not only was I out of the hospital... I felt good enough to actually participate in the fun stuff!! I went trick-or-treating with the family (without my wheelchair) and was not the one who said "

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-82310403785530325672011-09-06T04:32:00.000-07:002011-09-06T04:32:03.925-07:00

Well, the tests came back on that rare form of rejection, and since they removed the central line from my neck, of course it came back positive... so the line had to be put back in. I knew I should have fought harder to make them wait til Tuesday for the results! So another central line went in (this time unfortunately, it was much more painful - different doc., less patience and definitely less

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-31109996971802521242011-08-26T16:53:00.000-07:002011-08-26T16:53:18.969-07:00

The oversized cheeks are from the steroids   It is just my opinion, and I am glad they are not doing nothing at all, but I do believe my docs are jumping the gun on some stuff here. Take my plasmapheresis, they still have not gotten the final test results on if I have this rare antibody that is fighting off my new liver, yet they sedated me and put in a central line (creating more scar

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-49735308875186672822011-08-19T23:25:00.000-07:002011-08-19T23:42:43.896-07:00

Nancy, my living liver donor! July 19th, 2011. Just one year and 6 days after my first liver transplant, I was blessed and amazed at the miracle of a second transplant - my 3rd liver! Most of my life, I have lived with the knowing I had a sick and failing lil liver (Remember Larry?) Then last year God answered my prayers, not only by giving me more time on this earth to be a mother, a wife..

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Ok, so I knew that life after getting the feeding tube wasn't going to be A-OK right away, but I was expecting to feel a lot better... I am starting to realize that things do NOT happen as quickly as I expect. :(  I know it has been a while since I have really updated anyone on what has been going on, and I would looooove to say that I have been out living it up, but, I haven't. Though now,

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-10583663214512996292011-05-19T03:41:00.000-07:002011-05-19T03:41:25.395-07:00

Besides Sicki Ricki and Banana mama (you have to say banana the weird way for it to sound right) The Bag Lady is officially my newest AKA. These last two weeks, most of my time has been utilized untangling bags and tubes coming from every which way (not that I'm complaining, since it ate up a lot of  time that normally would have been spent just been sitting in my hospital bed) I checked in on

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-70227974062391350912011-05-09T06:11:00.000-07:002011-05-09T06:11:06.958-07:00

It was another magical day in Fullerton at the 9th Donate Life walk. There were over a thousand more people this year and it just keeps growing! We even had some more people there supporting Team Larry. I almost didn't make it that morning, I was so sick... but I HAD TO DO IT! There are so many people waiting for the gift of life (and I am one of them... again)  Hopefully people are starting to

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Hey guys! I am so excited about the walk this Saturday, I even delayed putting my feeding tube in just to make sure I wouldn't miss it. hehee. It is the least I can do for the miracle that Nancy gave to me. Plus it is a fun and up-lifting day. I don't know anyone who would not become an organ donor after attending this walk. Anywho, here is a bit of information you might need if you are attending

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-35188866191386905512011-04-21T07:41:00.000-07:002011-04-21T07:41:37.564-07:00

 Hey guys, it's a shocker but I'm in the hospital again... hopefully I'll be out in a day or two. I was admitted on Monday at my normal clinic. My doctor didn't like the fact that I puke (almost daily now - again) I also have a bili-drain that drains waaaaaaaaaay to much other stuff besides my bile (like all my nutrients) and my all night randevu's with the toilet. She said there is no way I am

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Today is the day that the USC surgeons are placing my name on the UNOS list for a second liver transplant. (I'm sorry Nancy (and Sally)... It's not you, it's me... really!) My MELD score is 17, which is actually 2 points higher then when I was transplanted in July. It is somewhat confusing to explain the reason why the second transplant is needed. I am not rejecting my new liver (otherwise an

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-77854434875743123082011-03-23T07:15:00.000-07:002011-03-23T07:15:05.607-07:00

Hey friends! We got home from Vegas this last weekend. It was nice and (believe it or not) very relaxing. We also went and saw the Beatles Love show at the Mirage. It was AWESOME! I napped between things, but not as much as I thought I would, and I did not use a wheel chair one time (although at times I probably should have... ouch) We did a lot of walking, Jason even did a little shopping with

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Hey all!! I realize that my last post ended a little on the dramatic side and a bit of a downer. I wanted to clarify a few things and just let you know how I am doing. Yes, I was sent home and told that there was not much they could do right now, and that I will probably be re-listed for a new liver within the next few months. They are also not going to do any more "exploring" or invasive

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Hey guys n gals. This is probably one of the harder posts I have had to make. I know that some of you have been following my story for a long time, some strangers, some family, and I appreciate every prayer and warm wish from each of you.... unfortunately it looks like there is going to be many more prayers needed (and probably a lot more posts to read from me. hehee) Little Sally is not working

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-58486544917806133242011-03-05T06:13:00.000-08:002011-03-05T06:13:01.179-08:00

These last few years I feel that I have been trudging through quicksand, and am so focused on trying to get out that I am missing my life (well, what I could enjoy of it in between all of this.) I know that my body has gone through a lot, but it has been almost 8 months since my transplant and my body is still hunched over --of course some of it could be habit... I did seem to hang on to my

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-82032019221129695982011-02-15T08:59:00.000-08:002011-02-15T08:59:07.984-08:00

I was just sitting here this morning, watching the birds outside my window and drinking my Boost on the rocks. tehehee. Yesterday was my clinic appointment --yup on Valentines day, which I hope you had a lovely one, shared with the ones you love and appreciate!! Most of my day was spent with nurses, but my hubby stayed with me the whole time. Awe. Anywho, my labs haven't changed much, still not

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-55711000484851258742011-02-13T09:48:00.001-08:002011-02-15T08:07:40.004-08:00

I can tell just by their ringtone when they call. (I'm not psychic or anything, they just have their own ring tone. ehehe) Any who, on Friday, January 7th, my nurse coordinator Kaily called and said that I needed to come in that night because tests had come back positive for CMV. (click here for CMV info) They also wanted to "readdress" the fact that I was still jaundiced and oh so itchy.  Right

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-63446154535248842372010-12-12T02:03:00.000-08:002010-12-12T02:03:43.378-08:00

I hope that everyone enjoyed their Thanksgiving Holiday!! We were able to go up North as planned and actually spent a few nights at the Hyatt in Monterey too. The poker party was a success, they plan on holding a few more next year. (It helps sooo much) We ate clam chowder in a bread bowl on the wharf, and then fed the seagulls the rest of the bread. (Even though we aren't supposed to.) We had a

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-15836798962794201772010-11-14T18:32:00.000-08:002010-11-14T18:32:49.952-08:00

Poker Party with a Purpose As of right now, I don't know if we will have enough money to cover doing the party... Please, if you are in Monterey area on Saturday, November 20th, think about coming to this.  $60.00 will buy you in. There will be prizes (and if you went to my Birthday Bash in February you will know that my family knows how to throw an awesome benefit!!) So far our medical

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-12607318951787436752010-11-07T16:13:00.000-08:002010-11-08T16:14:20.421-08:00

No, I won't be posting every day, I just thought you would want to know how my first night of treatments went. Though I have to admit it was not the worse night ever, it was not fun. I don't know how many times I told myself that I was going to tell the doctors in the morning that I don't want to continue them after all, but when my doctor really did make his rounds (peaking his head around the

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-8280679687819824312010-11-06T16:08:00.000-07:002010-11-06T16:08:59.074-07:00

The doctors may have tricked me again to get me in here. Yesterday I was supposed to have an appointment with the hepatologists, but with my tummy issues there was no way I would make it an hour in a car and then another few hours in waiting rooms, so I had to cancel it. In the evening my doctor called to ask what happened, but when I told her, she said I needed to come in and be admitted that

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-64218955410435062392010-11-05T23:57:00.000-07:002010-11-06T15:08:14.880-07:00

When admitted to the hospital, you usually have an on call doctor come in to evaluate you and write up any instructions or tests they think you should have done... These were the orders the on call doctor gave. The circulation leg cuffs to your right are usually ordered for patients that are immobile for long periods of time, or those with blood clotting issues... not for patients who come in

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-32928830363794494472010-11-03T19:49:00.000-07:002010-11-03T19:49:43.014-07:00

I thought it would be entertaining to you to hear some of the funny and sometimes inappropriate things that happen to me while I'm in. I'll just post them randomly. This one happened the last time I was in (the hospital that is). I had a young nurse who was asking me questions about my sickness. I told her that I have done some things to prepare -- in case I don't live as long as I would like..

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-13211713603789257472010-11-03T19:28:00.000-07:002010-11-03T19:28:53.925-07:00

'Ello! I know I've been quiet lately. I've been waking up these last few days in a panic thinking I have a USC appointment (which I don't - a bit of anxiety me thinks) I did have one this last Monday, and my doctor came in with her hands up and said "We are starting all over with your case!" This worries me some. They are completely stumped... supposedly Hepatitis C is one of the most common

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-23831367709729298172010-10-29T15:23:00.000-07:002010-10-29T15:23:42.774-07:00

Still hoping I get the clearance to be away from USC for this, but anyone in the area, please come if you can!! There will be Cash AND prizes (Please call Beverly if you have something you would like to donate - or you can get a hold of me at rickisjourney@yahoo.com.) The funds raised will help us pay for my medical bills and medications now... and trust me when I say we can use all the help we

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Surprise visit @ USC Ahhhh!! Guys, these last 2 days have been so awesome. First off, my amazing friends Patty V and Melissa G flew down to LA just to visit lil' oh me at USC! I feel so blessed to have some amazing friends and family. (Even some family came down for my surgery, including my cousin Boo who flew all the way down from Oregon just to support me for my this scary and exciting

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-46520001602643955582010-10-16T20:33:00.000-07:002010-10-16T20:33:33.303-07:00

Sicki Ricki sat in her room Sicki Ricki fell down and went BOOM All USC's doctors, and all USC's men Sent her up to ICU then. heeeheee I'm like Andrew Dice Clay... only not so degrading. And as you can see... VERY bored. I have now been in the hospital almost 3 complete weeks, and let me tell you, it is hard to stay sane in here. So you may know already, but blood -- you really need that stuff.

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-14156629384521573192010-10-06T17:04:00.000-07:002010-10-06T17:04:01.303-07:00

...But not today! I'm still yellow, but not mellow. I have been in here 10 days now and was told that I will be in until Friday at the earliest. Tomorrow the docs want to do an ERCP (where they go down the throat to check out the bile ducts) and are hoping that there is a huge bile duct stricture (in the doctors words) but sadly, I have a feeling they won't find one. I am guessing that it is just

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-42707422349557656082010-10-04T17:07:00.000-07:002010-10-05T09:23:48.886-07:00

The Hyatt Monterey 1 Old Golf Course Monterey, CA Saturday, November 20, 2010 Starts at 5:30PM $60.00 Buy in WIN Cash and Prizes!! Mark your calender for a Poker tournament to help Ricki and her family pay for the medical expenses of her second gift of life. OH YA, it's gonna be AWESOME. ***YOU MUST RESERVE YOUR SPOT IN ADVANCE BY CALLING BEVERLY @ (831) 402-8250***

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-6633126552434612462010-10-03T20:11:00.000-07:002010-10-03T20:11:42.755-07:00

Day 6 and I won't be going home today either. Though my LFT's did drop some, they want to keep me at least until tomorrow. Yup, that will be 7 days... the same amount of days I was in for the actual transplant itself. A bit of good news though is that my immuno-suppressants have been lowered again. I am on only ONE pill a day, whoo hoo. 0.5mg of prograf one time in the morning. Dr Matsuoka came

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-84178638953051268732010-10-02T05:15:00.000-07:002010-10-02T05:15:51.057-07:00

Last week, I started to lose my appetite again, (just ask my full pint of Ben & Jerry's "Half-Baked" ice cream from the week before that is still in the freezer - almost untouched) and not only that, I am now nauseous after I eat again too. It feels like it did prior to my transplant, and that scares me... I don't know if it is mental or what, but it seems even more difficult to deal with the

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-67480077254466266722010-09-20T02:41:00.000-07:002010-09-20T02:41:00.580-07:00

Before I forget again... I've been wanting to ask, anybody out there on anti-rejection meds that has the "Jimmy Legs"? ...I am assuming that it is the meds, because since I have been out of the hospital I have kicked my poor cat twice now. (He does get very offended by this. When I jump out of bed to find him after, he turns his back to me for a minute or two, completely ignoring me, until I have

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Yesterday was not only my second biopsy since my transplant, but it was the first time I have thrown up since the morning of my transplant. (Darn, back to day 1) It was definitely nerves plus the meds, less food in my tummy... They had gotten me prepared for the biopsy -- neck scrubbed down, towels placed around the spot, large sterile blanket placed over my entire body, with a hole on the neck

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-67400345741574804212010-09-13T14:34:00.000-07:002010-09-13T14:34:36.162-07:00

Well, I was hoping to be writing this anniversary post from my ETC room while eating my tacos and getting my Mag drip... but as it turns out instead, it will be a mag-nificent Tuesday...  though, it will include a not so fun biopsy, boooooooo.  My enzymes are still climbing, so they are going to do the biopsy as well as check the bile ducts for blockage, at which point they will put in a drain (

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-91614873618163631152010-09-08T04:45:00.000-07:002010-09-08T04:45:34.146-07:00

Now, don't take this personal... but I am going to reiterate this one more time. IF you are sick with a cold or flu, or have been in the last few weeks, (heck, I don't care if you just think you have allergies) show me the same consideration as you would a newborn babe... and stay away from me! This is a new found phobia for me, but with great reason! I must admit, though it may be the steroids

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-27535453116803747072010-09-02T11:17:00.000-07:002010-09-02T11:17:10.533-07:00

I think that every single sick person wishes at one point or another that the way they feel could be seen on the outside, whether they have liver disease, cancer, or fybromialgia... it doesn't matter, every sickie experiences AT LEAST one roll of the eyes, sigh, or question that leaves us feeling misunderstood and a bit like a drama queen. Most of my life has consisted of these, and even now

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-70539730811617484442010-08-30T16:42:00.000-07:002010-08-30T16:42:49.986-07:00

I got my AFP test results back today... Now, it doesn't confirm that I don't have ovarian cancer, but it's a good sign that it is not... or at least that it is not far advanced (in my expert opinion). Prior to my transplant, my AFP tumor marker tests were up in the hundreds, (normal level for an adult is under 20) however, today my markers are at 4.5! YA BABY!! They were definitely elevated due

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-974685996558193242010-08-27T12:44:00.000-07:002010-08-27T12:44:14.434-07:00

I'm just sitting here getting my Magnificent Magnesium drip again... waiting for my tacos (tehehe) and reading my latest comments from my friends (old and new) and family and wanted to give you all a huge THANK YOU! For all of your support, love, and laughs. It really helps, more then you know! Hopefully I will be able to repay the favor some day. Love and prayers are being sent your way, and for

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The good news is, My liver is not in rejection, nor is there any of the Hep C virus present in my new liver (yet). Sally is a happy camper, and I will be going home tonight (after more magnesium, of course) Now the not so good news. While doing my MRCP (which is similar to an MRI) The doctors noticed a mass, a possible cyst on my ovary. (Which I have had before and are quite common) They wanted

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-17265135710752097602010-08-21T20:32:00.000-07:002010-08-21T20:34:30.689-07:00

 As soon as my urgent sounding phone rings at 9:00 AM and PM I make my "blaaaah" face and then frantically jump up to grab a Gogurt (or whatever I have on hand) so that I can take my medi-cocktail. Right now, it is an ever changing combo, and definitely feels like two more complete meals. It is also slightly embarrassing if we happen to be out and about at the time my (The alarm itself is a big "

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-31420269857254658782010-08-17T23:23:00.000-07:002010-08-18T00:26:29.059-07:00

Hey guy and gals, I have been trying to write this update since last weeks blood tests, and have just decided to be honest without the fluff. Last week for the first time, they brought up the "R" word, which is common (and scary enough) for us transplant patients, but what I was mostly concerned about, was the thought that my Hepatitis C could be coming back strong (which the doctors have been

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-22261505938921095162010-08-16T05:56:00.000-07:002010-08-16T05:56:34.214-07:00

Just a few more pictures...(I stole from Melissa) :)  Photo report: Perez-Campos Photos and report by Rocco Morales Before an enthusiastic crowd at the open air Pico Rivera Sports Arena, NABO super featherweight titlist, Eloy Perez, proved that he is amongst the elite in his division by totally overwhelming the solid Derrick Campos. In a scheduled 8 round non-title contest

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Whooo hoooo!! Yesterday was my 1 month anniversary (I know, I'm like a teenager again, celebrating my 1 month) tehehee... Can't help it, I'm so proud!! And to top it off, I had a GREAT night out, thanks to my friend Melissa and Garcia Boxing (and my mom for watching River) We went to the Eloy "Prince" Perez fight, and watched him TKO Campos is the 5th round. Now I must admit, usually I am more

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  That's Rejection... (not Ricki) Though neither one of us are to be feared, I'm not to be taken as serious as the big R. heheee...  Why am I even mentioning the R word, bad ju-ju!!! (nope, I don't believe in that... just ask my surgeon, who after the 5th or 20th time of me mentioning my previous DIC episode before my transplant, finally looked over at me and said straight out... "Shhh, don't

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Wow, mentally I feel like I have been out of the hospital for months... though, my physical "feelings" reminds me that it has only been about 3 weeks since my transplant. Still no driving, no lifting my son, bending over is still quite painful, and with all these bruises, I look like a serious domestic violence case. Actually, the last time I was getting my Magnesium infusion one of the nurses

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Sometimes you wanna go where everybody knows your name... Unfortunately for me, that would be the hospital. tehehee. The statistics are high for returning into the hospital after transplant, (20 - 70% of patients experience rejection, not to mention the risk of infection due to the anti-rejection meds and the possibility of bile leaks. I am actually doing pretty dang good so far, if I do say so

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Me and my Live Liver Donor Nancy. Discharged together! Well, honestly... All of the doctors (and my medical past) had us all thinking that I was going to have a lot of time recouping in the hospital... time to get all creative with my first posts after transplant!!! (Not that I am complaining. tehehehe) Instead, so far, I have been the quickest in USC history to return home after transplant..

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As the months turn into weeks, and the weeks into days, my 4 year old seems to really sense the change in the mood of all of us as we wait for my transplant. He has even asked after I come home from these last few doctors appointments if I "got my new engine yet?" Which kind of breaks my heart a little when I say no, and actually see that little glimmer of hope disappear, "but soon" I say, and he

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There have been some better days this last week or so... a few days of normalcy mixed in with many days of anticipation on my life to come. My boss from my previous job (On The Go Transportation) gave me and Jason some awesome tickets to see Sting play with the Phil Harmonic -- Orchestra seats. We were so close you could see their music sheets. lol. (lookin' pretty good after that 3 hour nap,

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One of my all time favorite movies... but it is one of the last lines that I think in my head whenever I feel like I am whining. I can honestly say, I can't wait to have this surgery so that I don't have to listen to myself anymore...hehehe, (My family think they have it bad, and I only complain about 1/3 of the time I hurt) The other two-thirds of the time I'M THE ONE who has to hear it.

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One more thing to apologize for... I have a select few (you know who you are) that have continued to check up on me over this past year, yup it has been almost a year - this is one of the only things in a long time that I have stuck to doing for a whole year... that I didn't have to do. Anywho, this handful of people have called (and called again) and I have been, by far the flakiest person I

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Sorry about my earlier post... it was more of an ammonia induced, OCD moment. I am just trying to cover all of my basis here. I don't want to forget anything, but my writing lately is seriously lacking. Sorry about that. It has been a very emotional few months (ok, years... but more specifically, these last few months) We lost my Grandpa Earl three weeks ago and buried him today. It was a

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One day, I better get the thanks of a life time from my son River... I sure am going through a lot of stuff to be around for him in the future... hehehehe... (I sense a future guilt trip) I am just so sick of being sick right now... Being this swollen packs some serious nausea. But I have to stay focused. It is a busy month for me. I know this sounds weird, but I feel like I need to push myself

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Being that I have been M.I.A. these past few months I thought I would explain to you the reason. Yes most of it is from a symptom of my cirrhosis, Hepatic Encephalopathy... Not only has it caused me to be slightly O.C.D. (I do things over and over again, and check time repeatedly because I don't want to forget something) and now I can't even be all "Martha Stewart" with home projects because of

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As I sit here at 3 am...partially because I can't stop twitching (twitchi Ricki) hehe. Partially because of plumbing issues... (two words - LACTULOSE SUCKS!) and partially because I have a slight headache (and because I try not to make the same mistakes twice) I did take my temp and do have a slight fever of 99. Not to bad, but I also weigh 119 again so I'm keeping an eye on it. Speaking of my

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To anyone that can help: My name is Ricki, I am a 29 year old wife and mother... and my two men are what I live for. Unfortunately, we have recently been hit with a few blows that has changed our entire path. In April of 2006, we were blessed with our only son, it was a complicated delivery that resulted in a total of 3 surgeries for me, including a partial hysterectomy. My health began to

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My Hero, NancyOriginally uploaded by RickisjourneyWords cannot describe my happiness right now for the journey that this woman right here is allowing me to continue upon! Without this transplant, I would continue experiencing symptoms of my Larry failing on me until one day (within the next 2-5 years) it would take my life... River's moms life.BUT today I received the call from USC... my

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Whoa nelly it was a long day yesterday. Gone by 7:00am, with my 24 hour sample of urine in my oversized jug (just another fun test they make you do, incase you had any dignity left) for the lil trip up to USC. The first person to come in and visit me was Janelle (who I would not even know existed if I didn't have a living donor) She introduced herself to me and gave me a very quick rundown of

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Living for tomorrow that is.... hehehehe. A few weeks ago I had made a promise to myself, that I was going to revert back to my old ways if it killed me... I am just going to go with the flow. Now, I still have to conserve my spoons I realize, because I do pay for it 10 fold the next day... errrrr, week, but I have to stop beating myself up when I can't do anything but lay here, like this whole

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Well, I have been a little sad these last few days... I know, I know, "Ricki... sad, noooo" Well I have been, and when I get sad I always go back to writing. Actually, when I am really happy I write poetry too.... but I was sitting here right now listening to David Gray and The Counting Crows (my peppy music lol) and felt a little inspired.... don't worry, it's just a poem. Bet ya didn't know

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Pray for me guys.... I can't seem to get more then an hour or two of sleep at a time without having to pee or shift for Larry's comfort, I'm down to 108.2 today, my nose is packed with (YAEH at least it's not bleeding!!) old blood clots and silver nitrate. I've got the in-laws coming in today, and a 1K walk to do tomorrow... (there will be no wheeling around for me either) Larry is doing this all

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I walked into my first Ear, Nose & throat appointment and had no idea what to expect, but when they called me into the back and told me to have a seat here, I almost turned around and left. Does this not look like it is out of some demented doctor horror movie? I sat though, and when the doctor came in and had a look, she said, "Ok, here is what we are going to do. We are going to cauterize the

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Yesterday's doctors appointment was a little less encouraging then I thought it was going to be. I expected to go in there and tell him of my symptoms that are now actually affecting my eating habits, and come home with it resolved. On most days, eating anything solid causes (like a 5 on my pain meter) a baseball bat to Larry and my gut feeling. I have mentioned this pain before, but now it is

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When you think of recycling you think of plastic and glass, shift your perspective and think of organs!  Recycle Hope, Recycle life!! Register to recycle your organs/tissue when you're done with them and get the facts on everything you need to know at: www.donatelife.net Live Life then Give Life. YOU can save up to 8 lives. Remember there are over 106,000 of us waiting in America alone.

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Jason seemed a little jaw "clinchingly" on edge this morning after receiving a phone call at around 9:00 or so... He kept walking into the bedroom to make a phone call here and then another right after... but I didn't give it another thought and went on with my morning with Mr. cranky pants. Then finally, he spilled the beans. The phone call he received was from his work. If his company goes

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Yesterday was a good day. My mind felt completely clear and most of the soreness from the tummy tap is long gone. Though I may have (OK I DID) overdid it a little, because this morning Larry feels like he needs to be in a sling. But even I got into the action yesterday in turning our lil landscape into a little DIY Network success. tehehe. (I love those makeover shows) Anyway, I had been bugging

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On the 13th, the day before River's birthday. I had finally gone in to see my general doctor for the UTI infection and share that I have been experiencing some anxiety attacks. I got in there thinking I was coming home in an hour with a prescription for cipro and xanex, but was mistaken. I had a 102 degree temperature, and weight was 129 lbs, they wanted to makes sure that the infection wasn't in

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You know, I am definitely more of a kill 2 birds with one stone kind of gal... Since I had noticed a UTI starting when I went into emergency (It's ok, I'm sure I lost any male readers I had a long time ago) anywho, I mentioned it amongst the other "symptoms" assuming they would do a test to confirm... and since I haven't received a call from my General doctor to date, I called him. And besides

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 I wanted to post the below articles because no matter how familiar I become with my disease and the symptoms it can cause, I do not know much. Because my heart rate kept dropping well below the hundreds and I was becoming weaker and weaker this last time in the ER, the doctor prescribed me a Nitroglycerin pill for my heart. What they didn't explain was just how much it can scare someone who

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Well we failed terribly on this little test run here.Like I said, Easter Sunday was not a great day, but the days that followed were a lulu, and even though it was just a few days I don't think my blog was updated (So I need to work on that - Give Rylee my password, although Ry did update facebook, which rocks my socks... and also saddens me that we get that much information through fb) Anyways,

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Good morning!! I hope you all had a greaaaaaaaaaat Easter!! Mine, on the other hand was filled with puke and sleep... and THIS time, it wasn't only me doing the puking. River wasn't feeling well yesterday either. He woke up not his chipper (bouncing off the walls) self, and lost his breakfast soon after eating it. Poor daddy probably hears the wretched noises in his sleep... Yes, both me and

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I shall cut myself some slack this year and consider my computer postings and doing the walk on May 1st as enough "extra" awareness... but starting next year, it is on. ..Of course, if you would like to go door to door for me, I would be much obliged. I'm feeling mighty emotional right now, and I wish I could do so much more... everyday I read stories and talk to others like me...(or even tougher

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Almost 30 years down, and I am still clinging to hope that it can't rain all the time... and it looks like this storm may be passing soon!! Friday night Nancy got the call from Janelle at USC, and she is officially liver splitting capable (hehe... oh ya, I've got more clever sayings so stay tuned) So we will be setting up the surgery. And if all goes as planned, I will be taking River to

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One appointment down... three more to go this month. This one was quick and painless. (And just to brag a little... Officially 116 lbs. Eat your heart out) I got my Ear, nose, and throat doctor referral to get my nosey done (can't waaaaaaait to smell that one) and also an appointment with the cardiologist, because they are going to do a 24 hour echo (Oh ya... I'm keeping up with all the

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Have you ever noticed that the closer you get to home... the more you have to pee? Just a little Monday morning visual... No time to waste, and starting out the week BIG. I emerged from the bathroom... Tissue in nose, puke bucket in hand, woobie wrapped around me tight, and dragging one foot and then the other behind me to scratch the bottoms of them... I made my way to the couch because Larry

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Jason told me today that cars do not really explode like they do in movies if you shoot the gas tank. (while I am very glad that this one is in fact "Hollywood" fiction, I am always slightly disappointed when movie magic is ruined for me) However, this got me thinking of other things that movies and T.V. exaggerate. Many episodes of House have shown blood spewing from cirrhotic patients mouths

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 http://www.active.com/donate/DonateLife2010/teamLarryI must admit I am becoming very worried about my first attempt at fund raising for Team Larry. I know I have a lot of people who have said they will be there... but I have only one member so far -- FAIL. Well... Maybe someone will feel sorry for me and join my team (This is one of the reasons I have always hated organized sports and

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Meet Nancy. Nancy is a wife and mother like me... She is also my husbands cousin (just one more reason I'm glad I married him... hehe I joke) And incase you didn't know, Nancy had her first USC appointment yesterday to be the person to save my life. Whatever happens now is in God's hands, and we have agreed that if at any point it just doesn't feel right, we will throw in the towel. We will know.

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Just a little update, as it has come to my attention that I have now "officially" been on the UNOS Transplant Waiting List for almost 1 month! The days seem to be flying by with these extra naps, and it seems like every time I finally start to get used to my new level of (lack of) energy, it drops again. So while my mom has River and I enjoy silence, I thought I should inform you on the latest. I

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I love this scene from Butch Cassidy. A song to live by - That Paul Newman was an amazing man as well (and not to shabby to look at) Paul said, "I expect to pass through this world but once; any good thing therefore that I can do, or any kindness ... let me not defer or neglect it, for I shall not pass this way again."  Just something to ponder. :) My pregnancy with River was complicated and

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-72341344267382218392010-03-04T06:33:00.000-08:002010-03-04T06:45:29.351-08:00

Last night, my sister and I sat and watched an episode of the Golden Girls where Dorothy had a mysterious sickness, but when she went into the doctors they all kept telling her that it was in her head. Just to face it, "She was not 30 years old anymore" This made me very curious to think... What does a normal 30 year old feel like? I think it was around the age of 20 that I started telling myself

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-5434765829707138322010-03-02T05:16:00.001-08:002010-03-02T05:31:46.960-08:00

I just thought this was funny... I had gotten on to George's site to email his show on doing something on Organ donation? Why George Lopez? Well, a few years back George had a kidney transplant. Here is my letter to him: (I know... I have no dignity, but I am willing to do whatever it takes to get the word out) WE HAVE A FEW THINGS IN COMMON GEORGE!! WE ARE BOTH FUNNY MEXICANS WHO HAVE BEEN

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-30144335714970690492010-02-28T23:10:00.000-08:002010-02-28T23:10:33.994-08:00

   Team Larry                                                  Raising funds and awareness to live life then give it! Please Give!! Your donations now... and your "recycled" parts in the distant future ;) My name is Ricki, and I am in need of a liver transplant. Making me one of the 100,000 waiting to start living again. Please join

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-48821035880282054092010-02-28T16:05:00.000-08:002010-02-28T16:05:48.554-08:00

Did you know that "You can swallow a pint of blood before you get sick"?... I don't know if that is true but Edward Norton said it in Fight Club, so it could be. That could be the reason I have been even more nauseous then normal and that I seem to be a tad bit light headed all of the time. I also seem to be doing a lot more laundry and Shout does not always take the blood out. You guessed it...

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-71314219067517595792010-02-25T02:58:00.000-08:002010-02-25T03:01:45.314-08:00

Alright, Alright!! I woke up for some reason at 2:00am thinking about Team Larry and couldn't go back to bed (which doesn't bother me anymore as long as I'm not pukin')! This will be the first of what I plan to be many walks and awareness events I plan to attend for Donate Life. I have to give back in any way possible for even giving me the opportunity to watch my family, my son... grow! Without

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-35737710603458377032010-02-23T07:36:00.000-08:002010-02-23T07:40:21.521-08:00

I received a phone call from my nurse at USC yesterday and just thought that you guys would like to hear about my lil milestone. As you may know already (if you don't, then you haven't been listening to me whine) tehehe.... But one of my nemesis has been Ascites for quite a while, actually Christmas of 2008 I was close to 190lbs and vomiting every day (say bye-bye wedding rings for a while)

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-37230995054356365272010-02-17T21:48:00.000-08:002010-02-21T21:43:26.127-08:00

My house was all a buzz today, and this exciting news is busting to come out! I can't hold it in anymore. I guess part of me was like a new mom, I didn't want to jinx it and tell everyone... ITS A NEW LIVER! and then it not work out, and have to explain to everyone that it must be for the best, and not to worry because it will happen in Gods time. I also didn't want anyone to feel like they were

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-2148695998365970022010-02-17T03:45:00.000-08:002010-02-21T21:45:01.707-08:00

WOW! I don't know what to say... I am 29 today!! Not to shabby for someone who has been told miiiight not be around to long more than once! Mwuahahaha... And I can honestly say, this year has been the most bittersweet. I have learned so much about myself and the way I choose to live. We really should not take life for granted. Each day might not turn out the way I plan but at least it turned out

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-6263056236457866332010-02-14T06:28:00.000-08:002010-02-21T21:45:46.256-08:00

Roses are Red, As red as this heart for YOU But don't send me one back... Only LIVERS will do!Ahahaha.... I crack myself up! (That's an original "Ricki" poem)Sorry, I had written it as my facebook status today, but thought it was so clever that I would share it with you. So seriously, Celebrate your loved ones today. I'm celebrating you!! I really, really am. ♥ ~*~ ♥ ~*~ ♥ HAPPY SAPPY DAY

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-29591218573950284972010-02-09T08:42:00.000-08:002010-02-21T23:36:41.474-08:00

Besides this being the best weekend ever, it was also a bit of a wake up call for me... I received a few compliments on my lil blog by people I had no idea even knew I had a blog, and I just can't take that kind of pressure! SO I'M CLOSING MY SITE DOWN. HAHA, jk. I was thinking I better be a little more careful, but then I thought... naah! I'm just going to keep on pushing. Before I tell you all

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-29512675163267333282010-02-01T04:50:00.000-08:002010-02-21T21:47:05.684-08:00

It was like old times last night... We had some friends over, fired up the grill, had the kiddies playing in the background. (background, foreground, all over the ground!... man I wish I had the energy preschoolers) Anyways, I just thought I would share, because I was unaware of the preparation that went into my girlfriend seeing me for the first time since we found out...gulp, -Transplant.

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-68810734395843642622010-01-31T08:27:00.000-08:002010-01-31T08:28:23.895-08:00

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-27315390564988000202010-01-29T19:52:00.000-08:002010-02-21T21:47:40.731-08:00

It is such a sad day on earth, when He takes his children home... And though I truly believe that Heaven rejoices, and it is where we will all be some day, I can't even begin to imagine the emptiness a mother must feel at the loss of a child. I agree that everything happens for a reason, and that death is not the "end", but for us living here... Well, we are selfish creatures, and I for one know

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-48061817844451682092010-01-29T06:52:00.000-08:002010-02-21T21:48:19.768-08:00

Well, it is a great morning for me so far! (Ricki is doin' the "O' Happy Day" Dance) Why so happy at 7sh in the morning? Well upon weighing myself this morning - And no, trust me... this is not a vanity issue. Because of my ascites, I must weigh myself regularly (it's supposed to be daily, but so far I haven't found the need for that, says Dr. Ricki) So I say regularly... (Don't judge me! tehehe)

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-91171329477115796402010-01-24T02:56:00.001-08:002010-02-02T13:31:26.042-08:00

****YUP THIS IS THE RIGHT PLACE ALL YOU PROCRASTINATORS WHO HAVEN'T BOUGHT YOUR TICKETS YET**** ...Make me think you weren't comin' to my birfday benefit - but, s'ok - you're here now, yes you found it. Thank you so much. This truly is going to be an amazing night, with a whole lot of awesome people that are making my journey possible!! So click below... and if you are in Salas (That's Salinas,

**Ricki**http://www.blogger.com/profile/12146407591469035613noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1419326046574936111.post-1964507988645686762010-01-22T16:25:00.000-08:002010-02-21T21:48:46.385-08:00

Larry was not to fond of it, but the other day River and I skipped to our next destination and I have to admit, it was fun. Over these last few months, my health has gotten worse but I have also been given some amazing gifts along the way. In movies, I always watched the couples washing dinner dishes together and thought... "Wow, what a great relationship, wish Jason helped me with SOME house

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